Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I'm feeling extremely strange right now, as the title implies. I can't seem to be able to put them (my feelings) into words. It feels like when I feel depressed, but different. Very similar, but nonetheless different. Why? I have no eye deer. One thing is for sure though. I have been feeling like this since Monday.
Speaking of strange, people around me have been acting quite strangely. Yuyan has been acting strange, so has May. Maybe it's because of the sudden return of Xinni. Maybe, but I can't really say if it is. HQMS has also been acting real strange. Why the sudden strangeness? No eye deer. Maybe it's because of something I said. Or maybe because of something I did. Well, if I did, I think I'd have a slight idea as why they're acting strange. But no, the thing is, I actually don't. The friend chicken I just had for dinner is not helping much really. It makes me feel queasy, further complicating the stangeness I'm feeling.
Wait. A sudden connection , like a bridge, connecting point A and B, has just been established in my mind. What if, the way people are acting strange and the strange feeling I'm expirencing now, are somehow or rather, connected? Yeah. That's it! Simple. If I had thought of this ealier, I might not be feeling this strangeness right now. But the problem is, finding this out doesn't seem to ease the strangeness. I'm such a genius!
Sigh. Seems like there's nothing much I can do about the strangeness then. I shall take a rest, and hopefully, it will be gone tomorrow. Maybe it's all just coming from within me....Well, that, i shall leave for another day. Till then, goodnight, and farewell, unknown visitors of Hidden Shack.
10:04 pm