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ONLY ONE

[]Name: diabolique
[]Aged: go figure
[]blah, sarcastic, cynical, paranoid, indifferent
[]vegan/children/elderly eater a.k.a cannibal
[]green tea
[]music in free time

[]Loves:
[]backstabbers
[]hypocrites
[]twits
[]overbearing, arrogant, snobbish people
[]slowpokes, physical ones and mental ones

[]Point:who doesn't?

[]Really:
[]God
[]friends
[]music
[]shopping
[]procrastinating
[]PUNS! yay!

ONLY WANTS

[]below 15 for L1R5
[]MarcEcko: The TurnStyle/E900/The Niche/Ecko ID/Two Timer/The Encore
[]much, much MUN-NEH
[]my own digital camera
[]ipod nano
[]my own tuba

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Fine.

So I've been working on some stuff that's related to design work and I realise I might be in the wrong course cause I do not appear to have the aptitude for design.
I feel fucking horrible.
It's been quite some time since I've felt my heart twist in such a way and I suppose I have to thank whoever for taking away some of my apathy in a very painful manner.
Fucking horrible.
I pray no one asks any favors of me anymore. Anything that's related to design anyway, because as it appears, I can't take rejection very well.
Fucking horrible.
Or maybe it's because I changed it quite a number of times as per request and it's still not good enough.
Fucking horrible.
Next time, anyone do me a favor and tell me my work is ugly when it is, so that I can salvage what I can, with whatever time I've got left. And don't give me excuses when obviously it is FUGLY.
FUCKING HORRIBLE.
NO ONE LIKES MY WORK. NOT EVEN ME.
I'm so sad but I can't cry cause I can't anymore.
I've chosen the wrong path and I've completely destroyed my fucking life.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR
Please don't tell me otherwise for now and let me wallow in my self-pity. And don't ask for the damned shit thing cause I wouldn't want to have to pay for someone's eye damage.

On a lighter note, in true BlackEyedPeas style, don't phunk with my heart.


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