Wednesday, January 16, 2008
School has been pretty unkind this block. Haven't really been sleeping well, though I can't say it's anybody else's fault. It the kind of thing where you really want to do something but just end up doing nothing. Not sure if I'm making any sense, but I don't have to.
As much as I would like to say that I can multi-task really well, the matter of fact is I can't really. And me being me, I lack the discipline to discipline myself. It is also partially how the TV is situated a few arm's length away which is by my definition, too far away and it's practically a chore to reach over.
Isn't it strange how we would do EVERYTHING else other than what we're supposed to do? It's like how on any other normal day, I wouldn't watch CSI or what's-it's-name but when it's time for me to be busy, I can't help but watch the damned show. And don't get me started on the number of times I've gone to the toilet, checked the fridge and cupboards and whatnot.
I keep telling myself to be focused but who am I kidding? I can get as focused as a doorknob and that's about it.
I'm thinking about becoming a monk for a year or two.
In other news, I've seemingly gotten over the fact that I'm independent and am probably going to be for quite a while, and also that I can't design anything to save my life. I'm thinking I have the creativity of a pot of boiling vegetables. I wonder how long they'd be keep at bay though.
Heh.
- Pour ne pas vivre seul
Des filles aiment des filles
Et l'on voit de garcons
Epouser des garcons
10:08 am